Saturday, August 17, 2013

I Should B heartbroken

I am heartbroken. 

Today is the end of our TWW. 

We are not pregnant. 


This was our second TI with Clomid. I thought for sure this was our time (no clue why). 

Today we are meeting up with my mom for her birthday. I so wanted to be able to give her the kind of birthday present you cannot find on the shelf at a store. 

My heart is breaking not only because this was a failed cycle but because my mom won't know the joy of finding out today. She is so supportive with us during our struggles and I just wanted to show her it paid off. 

I have tears running down my face and I'm all blotchy. I totally look the part to celebrate a birthday... Umm not really. 

All I want to do is stay in bed and cry my eyes out. 

Today sucks
IF sucks
BFN suck
AF sucks the most

I hope someone in the Bloggie world is having a better day than mine...


  1. I'm so sorry Heather! Cry all you want. BFNs suck :(

  2. Ahh, I'm sorry Heather. It's so hard when you want something so badly. Keep the hope my dear, and I will keep hoping for you as well.