Sunday, March 30, 2014
I Should B in shock
Yesterday was a hard day at work. We had a very aggressive patient that was breaking things and hurting themselves. For times like these we as a team do a "take down". This is where we use training to prevent the individual from harming themselves or others. It can get quite physical. Well anyways I was one of the trained people on duty that assisted. After the individual was calm we were able to let them up and rest in an observation room. Afterwards I assessed myself for any injuries. My back was sore, my knee was bruised, and I had scrapes on my elbow accompanied with another bruise. I was okay but hurting. This is not my first take down so don't be concerned. I work in mental health and yes at times it can be scary. Yesterday was as scared as I'd ever been. But again I am okay and so is everyone else. It was a success. This is just Mental Health sometimes.
When I got home I took a hot bath for my aches and pains. My body was hurting so much I wanted to take a strong pain pill that I have. Ever since we began TTC it became a habit to take a cheapy pregnancy test to make sure I'm not expecting. My husband always complained I was wasting money but it only cost like .25 and I only reach for pain pills when I am in A LOT of pain (every 6 months or so). So, I POAS and walked away cleaning up a bit and forgot about it. It was until I went to use the bathroom that I saw it.
It was freaking positive!!!
Wait what?!? So I whipped out the trusty FRER.
We are on a break! This is a complete and utter SHOCK!
We are cautiously optimistic and beta will be Monday morning.
The biggest worry now is health insurance. Mine doesn't kick in till June 1st. I will not wait that long with my history. So I will be scouring the internet to see what my short term options are.
Right now I'm pregnant and in shock!
Needless to say I never took the pain pill and will not be participating in any more take downs for the foreseeable future.
How did countless rounds of Clomid not work and being on a break did? Why now? Why am I the lucky one and not others?
I am not upset but happy and I want everyone to feel this happiness.
I hope this our take home baby.
Bloggie World miracles DO happen!
Posted by Heather S. @ I Should B ... at 9:44 AM